Sigh, about lanke

i did something we called a taboo, i wasnt thinking about weiqi in the 3rd round, instead i'm thinking about other things n that made me lose that round "happily" which means happy lose :(

i'm so sorry! but my personal life got to wait, wait until i graduated....from now on, its all weiqi n that screwed up school homeworks, tests and projects...I WANT TO BECOME STRONGER!!!!!

polite- for ming ze kian boon if u got see this...please, please be come one dan before that, please no more fooling around le, becoz i can see that sp has grown to outstand us....LETS WORK HARD TOWARDS IT, n maybe i will let u teach the juniors from now on is it ok? or do i need to finish what i started?

i understand now, i got to take it slowly de

Her

I have always told myself that i will only want to play weiqi until i'm done with weiqi course but......whats going to happen to me? a girl asked me out, at first i was seriously shock n cant reply her but the next day i said ok n i'm interested in her too, but i'm scared, i dunno if this is just a friend to friend going out or is she interested in me too, i believe love is a long time commitment n that love is forever, i dun want to have a short term relationship like after i go ns we broke up or maybe two yrs or 1 yrs later......if want, i want to be with her forever i dun like the feeling of breaking up(althought i dun have GF yet) i want to know her more, be with her, share her dreams, goals, happiness, sadness and any other things related to her.....i'm i falling in love? is that how i should feel? i dunno, please share with me guys what u no..thanks! n i'm going out with her the wk after lanke cup.....n guys who every no her, please, please dun say it out yet ok......

What do i do?

what do i do when a girl ask me out for a date?....basically i said yes but what do i do.....wakane

Taiwan trip second last day

This is the score board, as u can see taiwan sended in alot of players most of them are young kids but still can thrash us....







my four friends i made in taiwan, xin wen from brunei, art from thailand, jimmy from malaysia and "around the world" from macua i dunno how to make up his chinese name...



i see the menu i sian diao, mostly is fish type food



this old man is from japan 80+ yrs old le still can play so well, for that he got a award for the old man



the only female from in this comp, she actually from korean came here to study go dunno y



the youngest kid in this comp n i to played him nearly won :(





the top 10th



3rd, 2nd



1st, they are all from korea







looks like this is the only edible food





after the dinner me n my friends decided we should go to shi lin n by bus since we want to try out taiwan's public bus.......nothing much really just that there is no aircon....



first stop is this air gun shop, u pay i forgot how much to get to fire one round of bullets to shoot the balloons n i will get something if u can shoot every balloon where u are standing n the gun is really heavy like real gun i think



M16 withough the magazine didnt use this ex-er



this is the xxl chicken, i thought its like the one in singapore but here still got the bones de, not very shuang



darts, each of us use one set n xin wen is the sharp shooter here, he got a prize....



basketball throwing comp within the three of them, this is "around the worlds score"



this is jimmy's and this is xin wen's



this is the store where i brough oyster mee sua n smelly tofu



dude the smelly tofu sucks to the core man, the skin not crispy n the tofu not smelly lor....

Happy 牛year!!!

Sian!!! my first day collect although it reached my target of around 150 which i got 158, i'm still unhappy that this year i got lesser than last year argh! i still got one 50 buck hidden somewhere in my house thanks to my uncle who like hide n seek if i got this 50 then i'm over my target le hahaha maybe i will get more when my dad come back from penang carrying hong bao from my aunties there....but i wonder where is the 50 buck hmmmm.....can anyone help me with this n if i found it where u suggested then i will treat u to a meal......deal?

hmmmm.....i'm wondering

why my i not needed? why do i even care about others feelings when they dun care about mine? why should i be nice to them when they arent nice to me? why i have no guts to scold ppl when they hurt me or hurt my pride, maybe i just dun want to hurt their feelings but why m i being so nice to them why??? i hate ppl who assume things n say it without noing anything or like they no anything about me.....why m i the only one suffering this ordeal? why do i contiune forgiving ppl even if they push the limits? why m i so miserable? maybe being miserable is better.....maybe not caring for others feeling is better....maybe being an ass/jerk is better....kamo.....kamo.........