hmmmm.....i'm wondering

why my i not needed? why do i even care about others feelings when they dun care about mine? why should i be nice to them when they arent nice to me? why i have no guts to scold ppl when they hurt me or hurt my pride, maybe i just dun want to hurt their feelings but why m i being so nice to them why??? i hate ppl who assume things n say it without noing anything or like they no anything about me.....why m i the only one suffering this ordeal? why do i contiune forgiving ppl even if they push the limits? why m i so miserable? maybe being miserable is better.....maybe not caring for others feeling is better....maybe being an ass/jerk is better....kamo.....kamo.........