NYP

i have done enough for NYP...if NYPians push it again, i'm going to stop helping NYP...

whats wrong with the NYP TEAM, its has no spirit in it...n y m i the only one holding onto it when everyone is just laying back...the worst is whats up with TEAM one...our captian doesnt really care about the team too...xie tang didnt come he also never mind, ask him to remind xie tang(what a captian should do) he everything push to me ask me to ask...he have no spirit for the team....n xie tang totally not intereted in this TEAM just want come than come dun feel like coming than dun come, dun want to play half way go home....AHH!! whats with this lay back attitude, i dun want to play for this kind of TEAM anymore if this keeps up i want to stop playing for NYP....rubbish words are "i should play for NYP" no! i'm playing weiqi for myself not NYP, the reason i'm playing for NYP now is becoz i can get alot alot of chances to play weiqi thats y i joined....n seeing this attitude i dun want to play for NYP anymore....


second is so call TEAM two, in short our junior...totally, i dun want to care about them anymore....ask them play weiqi, "oh i sure lose de lah, his RANK higher than me"... no fighting spirit....not listen to our arrangement for training....some find LOADS of excuses to skip training, others dun see themself can improve so no feeling to train weiqi.....dun say i have not been encouraging them.....every single time..i have been encouraging them....but every single time no listen....cant we have a single good attitude junior at least i can feel better train them. captian dun really care about those juniors T_T n the juniors are listening to the other seniors-juniors instead of the trainer n captian....SIGH!

this sep, i'm going to give NYP one more chance, if they push it in the training, i'm going to stop training them n focus on training myself....remember ONE more chance ONLY...dun push it...

last time NYP all went to eat dinner n lunch together de, now its juniors all go themself leaving the cap n me behind....didnt even ask want to go eat or not....this is so sad T___T

ALIEN!

i can feel it, its in me, its part of my existence, its running in my blood, my veins...i'm part alien being....