Sigh, about lanke

i did something we called a taboo, i wasnt thinking about weiqi in the 3rd round, instead i'm thinking about other things n that made me lose that round "happily" which means happy lose :(

i'm so sorry! but my personal life got to wait, wait until i graduated....from now on, its all weiqi n that screwed up school homeworks, tests and projects...I WANT TO BECOME STRONGER!!!!!

polite- for ming ze kian boon if u got see this...please, please be come one dan before that, please no more fooling around le, becoz i can see that sp has grown to outstand us....LETS WORK HARD TOWARDS IT, n maybe i will let u teach the juniors from now on is it ok? or do i need to finish what i started?

i understand now, i got to take it slowly de

Her

I have always told myself that i will only want to play weiqi until i'm done with weiqi course but......whats going to happen to me? a girl asked me out, at first i was seriously shock n cant reply her but the next day i said ok n i'm interested in her too, but i'm scared, i dunno if this is just a friend to friend going out or is she interested in me too, i believe love is a long time commitment n that love is forever, i dun want to have a short term relationship like after i go ns we broke up or maybe two yrs or 1 yrs later......if want, i want to be with her forever i dun like the feeling of breaking up(althought i dun have GF yet) i want to know her more, be with her, share her dreams, goals, happiness, sadness and any other things related to her.....i'm i falling in love? is that how i should feel? i dunno, please share with me guys what u no..thanks! n i'm going out with her the wk after lanke cup.....n guys who every no her, please, please dun say it out yet ok......

What do i do?

what do i do when a girl ask me out for a date?....basically i said yes but what do i do.....wakane